i dont honestly understand how stupid one can be. i really just wish i didnt have to see you everyday. spending the weekend with you was wonderful. but now, being with you for the rest of the summer, everyday. and the fact that im living at home for college as well… god, this should be interesting.
this shall turn into the journal/photojournal of my life.
i know for a fact that i may forget about this. but i don’t want to. so here we goooo. lots pichasssss. woot woot.
i hate feeling like I’m so hopeless that i don’t know where/who to turn to. it just makes me want to cry.
i don’t know why, but lately i have come in contact with so many people that i am not a fan of. i really, like, just don’t like them. whether they be liars or they be people with self-pitying attitudes. I just really can’t stand these people. i mean, what have i don’t to deserve something like that…. well, now I’m being self-pitying. because of course its nothing against me. its just how people are, and how they probably always will be. people only look out for themselves anymore. and everyone asks why I’m single, because no one will look out for me even if I’m not. ill be standing here looking out for everyone else and and no one will look out for me. so fuck them all. let them defend themselves weakly while i stand here, strong and independent.
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that awkward moment when you realize that your prom date has a girlfriend and didn’t tell you
whoops. never expected that one. but whatever. i guess. thats just a little shady. nothing on Facebook until she said it. my bad. at least no one made a move lol. thank god.
seriously don’t know what to do. you’re going through a hard time right now. and i want to know if you’re okay. but i don’t want to annoy you because I’m sure that you have work on top of all of this.. maybe ill text you tonight. i just want you to know that you’re in my thoughts and prayers. and that I’m thinking about you.
stuff like this makes me anxious. I’m not entirely sure why. i just really want something to work out for me. I’m not like, begging someone to love me. i just wish that i could find someone that i can relate to. that i can go to bed and know that someone is thinking about my somewhere other than my parents who are in the next room. i know that i may be too young, but i just wish that maybe i was able to find that person. i thought i did. but then they ended up screwing with my trust. it happens, i know, but i just wish it didn’t happen so much. and i am in no means closing myself off because of my past.. just something I’m looking back on.
